Birthday Balloons

Here's a very bad picture of Sophie with the balloons we took for Nigel today, a Winnie the Pooh one and a smiley one.





Today has been ok, sad but ok. Standing at Nigel's plot was weird. I mean, what am I doing stood by the grave of my now 41 year old husband? Why?

Well there is no explanation. No logic. No reason. It just is.

If you listen to the music which plays as you read this blog, you will see how poignant the words are.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above and down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face

Whoo owoo wo..aa a a a aaa

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you



If only life was that simple.