Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Am I sliding?

I am going through another patch of not sleeping. Last night I went to bed early, but Alex had other ideas. Finally dropped off at 10.30, but then I woke up at 11.15, convinced I had been asleep for ages. Then it was no sleep til about 2. Woke up again after half an hour or so, and the pattern continued until I had to get up at 6.
My mood is not great. School is a bit stressful as we are all working hard for the Christmas performances. The kids are high as kites because of the lack of routine at various times of day. I feel desperately lonely. So lonely that I wonder how things can go on. Of course they will, and my mood will lift again. But for now things are low.

4 comments:

Dawn said...

Thinking of you,cant think what you must be going through.
Stay string for your girls, hope you manage to get out & about.
Ask the grandparents.

Heather said...

Hi Anna. You don't knoe me but I've seen your posts on UKScrappers and I check out your blog.

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. :( I'll pray for you and the girls and I send you a virtual {hug}.

Anonymous said...

Hi Anna, I know of you from mumsnet. Just wanted to say how great you seem to be coping but it's still very early days. I can't imagine how tough the last few months have been for you. There are lots of people thinking of you. Take lots of care. Karen x

JARM said...

Hey sweetie.

Hope our little chat last night helped a little, sorry I dissapeared, Dave wanted to get sorted and go to bed.

Thinking of you hun, and here when you need me xxx