Monday, February 11, 2008
Just catching up with my shots for HSMS. I am filled with pride every time I look at my girls. I beat myself up so much that I am not a good mother, that I am not bringing my girls up properly, that I am letting Nigel down.
In reality, my girls are well adjusted, sociable, pleasant little girls. They have had to face so many things in their lives, which some children will (thankfully) never have to face. So I need to stop thinking badly of myself, start complimenting myself and accept that I am right to be filled with pride when I look at these two gorgeous girls.
It is like looking into their daddy's eyes every time though, which just now makes for lots of painful moments.